so...i finished watching sherlock a few months ago and cried from the last episode. i can not explain the amount of feels i had fro that episode. i just...i can't. a part of me wants to go back and watch it but the other half is screaming "NO YOU'LL CRY AGAIN" and just....the feels, well on the hunt for something new untill season three is up, i had found out that syfy has this new show called the heroes of cosplay. the first episode has yaya in it....i just...i can't. that women is just to pretty. like...i cry from how shitty i feel in comparison to how beautiful she is. and her cosplays are flawless...i just....everything she does is so beautiful i cry and die on the inside. she's part of the reason i'm working so hard to lose weight. just....i can't.